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Pain Beauty Love : Chapter 1

I had a dream again. Funny how my story should begin as they do in movies and books-by a dream. Except, this was more of a nightmare. A sweet one though.


My name, dear reader, you shall not know; although you may call me 'Ana'  if you like. I am, but a mere memory to those who knew me from before. I am still alive though, I still live. I may seem unreal, almost like a dream, something someone left behind a long time ago but I still survived and though I may seem obscure at the moment all shall unfold and will make sense as I move on.
I live in restraint in the world so many call their "reality" but that's only because they haven't seen mine. I live in a world made of fairytales. Lullabies and lies. It's an odd state of affairs to some but to me it's home unlike any other, a state of eternal bliss. Is it simply madness? Perhaps, perhaps not. After all, a concluded state of normalcy wouldn't arise without an argument so whose to say what is and what isn't? So back to my story; I seek out those who wish beauty and perfection for I wish to show them what truly is pure in this tainted world. 

And why would I care? Because I chose to, because I know I'm wanted by them, they need me as I- them, to survive. 

So within these shadows I stay, waiting for another to come my way.

I'll wrap my arms around them and show them, pain can be beautiful, as can beauty be painful.

 Love is my fuel and food-my sin. I wear my crown with honour and blow kisses just as most pass judgement. So kiss me, dear reader and let me lure you into my mystical world where blood tastes like sugar and ice like fire. 

Ana.

Ana Diet *Must follow*

So, starting from tomorrow, I shall be following this diet:

And I so want to be this way:

Thinspiration set 1

Yes, darlings. All for your eyes. 

Food intake today: 

                             Breakfast - 1 glass of juice (56 cals) + multivitamins.

                                     At 5.30pm - 1 glass of juice (56 cals) and soup (60 cals).

An Introduction: About this blog and me.... **Must Read**

So, this isn't really a blog that I put up to get attention, what I mean is, it's like a little online diary for me and if I do get feedback/support-that's great.
Yes, I am Pro-Ana. Why? Because I do have an ED; I'm Bipolar and I think anorexia is a lifestyle choice and not a disease. Being Bipolar? I didn't decide to become Bipolar I just am (now, that's an illness). So why do I think anorexia is not an illness? Because the people who decide to become anorexic decide to not eat and are conscious and aware of their condition- they keep track of what they eat, etc.
So this is my little online journal to keep track of what I eat, give out tip & tricks I've come across, vent out my feelings, post thinspiration pictures, etc.
Oh and for anybody who plans on being nasty...please do read on.

1) I DO NOT give a shit for your input on the pro-ana issue. If you eat 4 huge meals a day, well and good for you.

2) I don't care if the content on here is "trash" or not to your liking, it is to mine so your personal opinion doesn't matter.

3) No one is forcing you to read this so if you don't wish to there's always that 'X' button to the upper right corner. Click it.

4) I may not have written much about myself but I'm not an idiot nor do I not know anything on EDs or other "mental disorders". I shall address those issues as I write further. Oh and I am of the opinion that those "suffering" from the above "illnesses" need to share their side of the story.

5) Rude comments will be deleted. I don't need trash on here.

Anyway, I suppose that'll be all for now. Expect much, my darlings.